This blog is going to be rather philosophical. I am reading a good book, Jason Harms’ THE AFFECTIONS OF THE HEART IN ART. It has me thinking about when I enjoy my art the most. Do I get the most pleasure when I learn a new skill that I’ve pursued? When I stumble on a creative success? When I’ve won an award? Or when, as tonight, I receive a heart-felt thanks for an art gift that was done simply for the privilege of doing it and sharing it?

I think it is the later, but ultimately that pleasure comes from something deeper--from knowing God to be “the end of all the pleasures He has made.” Art is one manifestation of His gift of pleasure. The more I know and understand Him, the greater my sense of pleasure in art or in any other pleasure will be.
I’m rethinking all the reasons I paint. I’m thinking I need to remove some unhealthy clutter in my art brain and stay focused on pleasing God and enjoying Him in my art. To do that, I must know and understand Him more.